(Source: som-de-preto)
i look back at ALL the things i used to tell me ex . ” i love you ” ” im never going to leave you ” ” we’re always going to be together ” . & i know now that that was all lies & bull shit . Im young i don’t know what true love is . & if we were in love we would have lasted . I shouldn’t of eVen wasted my time trying to get you back . You cheated on me how many times ? & i was stupid enough to take you back . In my opinion i honestly think relationships are a big waste of time if they end really fast . & its beyond ridiculous when i see females crying over a guy that they dated for a short period of time . Ever girl is beyond beautiful inside and out . & Some guy out there will sooner or later fall madley in love with you . Love is worth waiting for , you shouldnt ever want to rush into it . wait for love to find you because when it does it will be beyond better then if you were chasing it .
Reality in life is just now hitting me . So what called ” friends “arnt always going to be here for me . Popularity is only going to stay until you’re out of high school . The reality is that i need to get myself straight . No bull shit , i dont have enough time to fuck around anymore . I need to keep a good head on my shoulder & have a bright future . Cause i guarantee that more then half he people in middle school & high school are ready for the out side world of paying bills , holding a job & all the stress that comes a long with it . From now on im promising to myself to make a more irrelevant , self minded , determined person out of myself .